Monday, March 11, 2013
Radical...
What is radical when my thoughts that rest only on today
directly conflict with what's radical as it's drawn
On my big picture
My large scale version of me
Of my legacy.
Simplicity is impossible with a two hour commute
Renting a space I don't own
Only perceiving forward motion on the illusion of debt
and borrowed time.
Nothing made by me except excuses
and a bunch of dreams.
Fear shines RED in the face of change.
Stop.
You haven't thought of everything.
Others rely on you.
Stop.
You must explain yourself.
You must cover your bases.
Be responsible.
Responsible to whom?
Not to me.
Not to my visions.
Not to my dreams.
How can I allow others to rely on me when I can't rely on myself?
Money in the bank.
A bill marked paid.
A car that I need to pay to make run.
I don't own these things.
They own me.
I own nothing. I am a part of nothing.
Quit.
No.
I won't quit.
Realign.
Work from the end result backwards.
Align myself with what I already know is true.
Lead with your heart - the rest will follow.
That's where I let my words rest as I leave this game that I wasn't all that interested in playing in the first place.
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